I spent a little time reading some of my posts on here from a while ago. It seems these days that I have lost my angst ridden edge. I'm still one Hell of an angry motherfucker but I became proactive and did something about the problems that pissed me the fuck off.
I think that my anger would be some kind of crutch if I didn't do something to rectify the issues that made my blood boil. I can imagine that my writing would be a bit 'edgier' if I sat around and just wrote about how bad things sucked...but they really don't seem to anymore. I changed things, ain't that what you are supposed to do?
Maybe I shot myself in the foot because most of the pissin' and moanin' are gone from my writing, people seem to read a lot of my stuff because when I'm pissed my writing shows it. People like when someone else can relate to their own anger, that is the down side to me waking up and the only thing I'm pissed off about is my dog won't let me sleep in.
I've had a few complaints because my writing has become a little brighter but I officially invite those people to eat my ass! This is MY life and I'd much rather be happy then the alternative!
I'm sure someday everything will shit the bed and I'll be out on the road lookin' for something better. Or maybe, just maybe, I'm in an area that I can control my environment enough to make this the place that I look forward to coming back to after the ride is done. Only time will tell.
If you have a problem with my current sunny disposition maybe you should look in the mirror and figure out why. Maybe it's time for you to pull your fuckin' head out of your ass and reboot your thinkin'. Why don't You be the one pissed off and write about it? For now, I'm stickin' with content, if you don't like it...EAT ME! "GTP"